When It's Over Lyrics

Spending time on thoughts that make me sad

If I was blonde would it all go to plan?

In twenty years will I say it's easy

All alone 'cause nobody sees me

Take a guess but I think think it's clear as hell

What am I gonna do with myself?

I always found it it sad

I always found it kind of strange

That all my prospects disappeared when I saw your face

I'm never really mad just tepid when I feel this way

Dreaming 'bout a future leaves a gaping hole I can't escape

When it's over, am I sober?

Or begging for life cos I never tried?

And the world turns

And my heart burns

It ain't my time

No I just can't cry cry

Wounds hurt they do

But you stitch them so you won't die die

The chance is you knew all along

But you never saw the signs

And all actions have consequences so it seems to be

Pacing up and down why the hell, why can't I breathe

I search the library books and every stupid website page

Searching for some answers that can finally leave me unscathed

When it's over, am I sober?

Or begging for life 'cause I never tried?

And the world turns

And my heart burns

It ain't my time

Not I just can't cry cry

Wounds hurt they do

But you stitch them so you won't die die

The chance is you knew all along

But you never saw the signs

And the leaves are turning

And my heart is burning

And I'm not deserving

And I just can't kept it all in sight

Is it all concerning

That I'm never earning

And my breaths aren't working

And all of this just don't feel right