Phantom Pain Lyrics

Replaying regressions

Postpartum depression

End it with an abortion

And some subtle self-reflection

You'd made your point

So there was no need to sharpen it

And I raised my voice

To say fuck your common sense

I felt paranoid that the world was at its end

The next words that you said would bring Armageddon

Phantom pain every now and then

Friendship and loneliness

Porn and opiates

But my brain seems respondent to my tricks

No one ever got so pissed

I'm the most unhappy hedonist

A dreamer with no action

Counting crumbs to add to fractions

My mistake but it was mine to make

Slippin up and losin traction

And my feet may tremble but it's not because I'm scared

It's mostly just because I've got a feeling you don't care

And every breath became white noise

I said fuck the world in my normal voice

If shit don't change, then I'm bound to resent

The future, past and the present

Somethins gotta switch up quick

But I'll complain that I'm stuck and just wanna quit

At least I got a swing in my hips

I'm the most unhappy hedonist