Mad man Lyrics

I'm paranoia with the stress like I've lost my mind

Losing focus, life is killing me, one day at a time

If I was dead, would I finally relax, while I rest?

Or will pain stab me twice in the back with the stress?

Life is critical, yes, but I'm a solider

Struggling to keep my feelings steady on the devil's roller coaster

While tryna bulk up from the weight on my shoulders

To glue my broken pieces back together for some closure

I'm fighting demons in my head, it's such a battle

Will my wings ever fly me up to heaven if they're fragile?

I fantasize off a wish from a candle

Exploiting with the truth to give me spirits I can handle

Instead of feelings, cause I'm dazed in my thoughts

People hate me cause I'm different, crazed, and never talk

If music's not involved, when it is, then I spark

Up my feelings that were trapped in the dark

I'm a mad man

I'm a mad man

In so much pain that will not leave me alone

I'm a mad man

I'm a mad man

Ready to explode, uh

Life is tricky and disguised in pain

I'm a mad man in the flames, begging for rain

To drop on all my sins 'til they're washed away

I'm baptized in my misery to suffer 'til my last day

For satan to cremate me in the ashtray

My vision is a flash in my eyes when I past fate

Or fake people that strike 'til they're exposed

With a mindset that's desperate to destroy the real souls

I'm lost behind my own image that is cold, how

Do I show my feelings that nobody even knows about?

Nobody cares cause life isn't fair

This world remains a mystery for people to stare in glare

I wonder if it's time for my brain to explode

Times have changed, but the memories are the same as the foes

The light is getting darker, as I walk down this road

While I walk down this road, will I fold?, no

I'm a mad man

I'm a mad man

In so much pain that will not leave me alone

I'm a mad man

I'm a mad man

Ready to explode