Water Lyrics

How come you're so optimistic?

You'll say I must find joy

I've tried I must've missed him

Good people struggling seems even angles have they demons

I'm leaning toward believing all demons portrayed as angels

You'll see duality in that

A angle that I'm taking hope I find spirituality in that

So easy for me to slip in a spiral without control there go my thoughts again

Maybe I should keep them on a leach but does that mean I'm stuffing my pain if I box them in?

Consciousness fading

Life is coming at me in a slideshow

Looping infinitely where did time go?

Drifting off again, I ask God how come I won't float?

How come I drown?

He let Peter walk on water how come I can't now?

How come I can't?

How come I'm yet to find my harmony?

Trying to compromise these thoughts of mind to find a balance for us takes a lot of me

But still I give you that part of me part of me part of me

So crucial like a artery

That may not be the right thing to do but it's what was taught to me

Avoiding confrontation a art to me

The word peace became a God to me

I can't live like this all my life

I can't lay down what's all inside

I've held on this long it's only right

It's mine

It's mine

I miss the days when you and I were vibrant

But nowadays we're plagued by the same old tyrant

I remember that I'd chant the Lord's name

So disciplined I was

But now my mind plants insecurities like a seed to make a tree ripe with doubt

No doubt I lost my mind

Age is the cost of time

And it's a price I'm afraid I can't afford

Hopefully eternity after death paid it for me

At least that's what I believe

To find a means

On why we here

A comfort

Something to override the fear

Define the fear?

A fear Devine is not sincere

A lie on why we here

Negative thinker by nature I been learning how to deal with it

Got everything I need plus some things and I'm still tripping

I don't know how to exist without some sort of competition

Oftentimes with myself

Borderline I need help

Life get too peaceful I trick myself into thinking something ain't right

Rush into fight or flight

it might just have a hold me

I'm drowning God rescue me please

How come I'm yet to find my harmony?

Trying to compromise these thoughts of mind to find a balance for us takes a lot of me

But still I give you that part of me part of me part of me

So crucial it's like a artery

That may not be the right thing to do but it's what was taught to me

Avoiding confrontation a art to me

The word peace became a God to me

I can't live like this all my life

I can't lay down what's all inside

I've held on this long it's only right

It's mine

It's mine

I know what a seed can turn into

Water surrounds me I know I know

I know what a seed can turn into

Water surrounds me I know I know

I know what a seed can turn into

Water surrounds me I know I know