LIE TO YOURSELF Lyrics

I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me

There must be a plan for this pain He put on me

But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry

I wonder, i wonder, could you lie to yourself

Try convince your heart it wasn't all hell

How you fell, you know nothing could've prepared you

Believe me cause i was scared too

There and then at the time wasn't sure we was involved

Everything that i did felt like it was impulse

It all fell into place and maybe that's too easy

It was like a Netflix series or film on TV

Day after day wan' put it on repeat

Now you probably wouldn't even call if you need me

I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me

There must be a plan for this pain He put on me

But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry

I can't prove it to you but this will always haunt me

I wanna know, will you lie to yourself

Try convince your mind that you never fell

We ain't spoke much since it ended, i wonder why

How can i believe you never get tempted, yeah

That story just too far fetched

Who's lucky enough to get you starred next

You deserve lead roles and you'll play those best

Big in Hollywood the 'HOF'

Who 'bout to make it, place your bets

You and i know, there ain't no better

The best got away and i let her

I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me

There must be a plan for this pain He put on me

But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry

I can't prove it to you but this will always haunt me

Sometimes it's just easier to lie to myself

I don't know how i can even find the right help

You were the one who accepted my past

Told me keep straight cause i'm on the right path

Now i don't know where to go

Everyone gives a different opinion from the last

Without your presence everything feels harder

You said if you can't see the bottom, don't put feet in the water

I know it's twisted, why would he put me in this position

I keep on thinking, how can i ever be forgiven?

You're what i'm missing, you're what i picture

Everytime that i'm reminiscing, so listen

I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me

There must be a plan for this pain He put on me

But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry

I can't prove it to you but this will always haunt me