family Lyrics

Poster child for the mistakes

All the times we broke sum, stole sum, all that shit on me

Have to bear the blunt of the bullshit you put on me

So momma doesn't scream at you, you, you, you

Gone through this way too long

Hope I'm not too far gone

I've been the leader since day one

Everybody on me for things that they want

Borderlining selfishness

But if i speak, guess I'm wrong to talk

Gotta hold the disrespect that I receive

cause I'm humble taught to mind my qs and ps

never acting on the shit they telling me

I do shit that'll help a real nigga succeed

That's me

Work hard for my family

I hope momma proud of me

17 years full of pain

Doing everything to stay

Dealing with this man who never cared, he never showed a change

Never gave her anything

Imma take that pain away

Imma put her in a new Benz

Money in the trunk can't fit it all in

Take her places she ain't ever been

Cause she deserve it she been working hard

How did we get here

Better by next year

I'm hoping, praying, throwing up

Looking to the stars and I say

Why

Am I so unlucky

Nobody likes me no more

I'm not your enemy

Why

Do we get stuck in our past

Trapped in old ways

Reminiscing bout them old days

I'm tired of dealing with this whole thing, is that ok to say?

I'm tryna do something before I'm just not here one day

Gotta focus up on shit I need

Cause I've been wanting to let go

And let it all pan out

Hope it don't take me out

I wonder how much I pray to sin right after

I gain but I lose, I'm still the main benefactor

Whole lotta "i's" in my writing, but we don't see the same

Like me and father man, he's only taught me pain

I don't call cause I don't want stress

Honestly I could care less

He never did

Never shoulda had kids

Walking to school while he's driving the whip

He really never gave two shits

Momma struggling to pay all the bills

So I promised that I would do this

Imma put her in a new Benz

Money in the trunk can't fit it all in

Take her places she ain't ever been

Cause she deserve it she been working hard

How did we get here

Better by next year

I'm hoping, praying, throwing up

Looking to the stars and I say

Why

Am I so unlucky

Nobody likes me no more

I'm not your enemy

Why

Do we get stuck in our past

Trapped in old ways

Reminiscing bout them old days