Matthew Lyrics

Hey

Will you pick up the phone today?

I got some things I wanna say (Uh)

See, you never ever left my brain

Now sometimes I feel like I'm insane (Okay)

I've changed

But I still wish you felt the same

Tell me, was it me to blame?

If you had the chance, would you do it again? (Oh, again)

Would you do it all over once again (Once again)

Only maybe this time we don't have to end (To end)

You know that I could never want to be friends (No way)

I've been looking through life through a different lens (Different lens)

I just don't see why you wanted to break it (Nah)

I told you from the start, I'm not good with changes (Good with changes)

You tore my heart apart and I'll never replace it

How am I supposed to fall in love with these strangers?

I know I'm holding on to what we could have been

And I know I should accept that you were all for him

But I still can't look past you

Cause I thought that I had you

But it turns out the whole time you were Matthew's

I'm holding onto everything we could have been

Before you went and gave it all away to him

But for the time that I had you, I just wanna say thank you

For making me feel like I was valued

Are you happy with the way it turned out?

Recently I've been feeling burned out

I've been thinking about you (Okay)

Way more than I know I should

Move on, no I never could

See, you're the only one that understood

Everything someone could ever know about me

I'm gone, I'm losing my head (My head)

Sometimes I wish you were dead (Dead)

And sometimes when I think about that day (That day)

I wish I stabbed him in the neck (Haha)

I'd be lying if I said I didn't have it planned (Uhuh)

But then I started thinking about bigger plans

I been going through a ringer again

Tell me, if you had the chance, would you do it again?

I know I'm holding on to what we could have been

And I know I should accept that you were all for him

But I still can't look past you

Cause I thought that I had you (I had you)

But it turns out the whole time you were Matthew's (But why?)

I'm holding onto everything we could have been (What we could have been)

Before you went and gave it all away to him (Away to him)

But for the time that I had you, I just wanna say thank you

For making me feel like I was valued

Hey

Fuck you Matthew

Fuck you Matthew

Fuck you Matthew

Ugh

Fuck you Matthew

I hope you choke and die