Battles Lyrics

The things that I've seen

And the Battles I fought

And still fighting today

Lord wash me clean

Cuz I done made choices

That come to life

When I pray

Gotta have thick skin

Like concrete

Who can penetrate this kid

I don't even smile

Like I use to way back

Bell's palsy came

To the party i hate that

Met a shawty thinking

I would marry

And have kids

Love im not even sure

If im good at this

If im bad at this

Maybe I need help

To discuss my disgust

Of who I was back then

Was backed in a corner

So I started swinging

Haven't heard anything

Close to what im bringing

The fear of being overlooked

Under paid under booked

Pray that's not the case for me

Just wait and see let me cook

The things that I've seen

And the battles I fought

And still fighting today

Lord wash me clean

I done made choices

That come to life

When I pray

After things that I've seen uh

And the battles I fought

I be feeling so blue

While yall was on call of duty

I was really in warfare

Nine months with a m4

Im saying war prayers

God please just get me home

I'm only 22

Last thing I need

is family shedding more tears

Fast forward now he a veteran

And a better man

Still I'm fighting tears

Cuz when it rains it pours here

Man I'm sick of

Feeling so blue

The things that I've seen

And the Battles I fought

And still fighting today

Lord wash me clean

I done made choices that come to life

When I pray

After things that I've seen uh

And the battles I fought

Feeling so blue

And I would be a liar to say

I got it all figured out

Cuz night and day

I'm working

To hopefully gain

The better life I long for

I'm talking no more struggles

Side hustles uh

Shit be feeling like

I'm stuck in a loop

What would I do

If music don't work

Back to army recruit

I been there and done that

But if you ever see me

In that uniform again

I ain't know what to do

I need stability

The thought of being broke

No hope

Is killing me

I'm in a good place now

But that could all end soon

Im tired of New York

Son I'm tryna see Italy

You kidding me

I'm in my later twenties

I'm mature now

The tears I use to fight

I let em pour now

This thought got me

Feeling so blue

The things that I've seen

And the battles I fought

And still fighting today

Lord wash me clean

I done made

Choices that come to life

When I pray

After things that I've seen uh

And the battles I fought

I be feeling so blue