DEAD INSIDE Lyrics

All this shit, man, it's just too much, man

What the fuck do you expect of me, man

Like, I mean, is this how it goes

I mean, is this what it is

'Cause , man, fuck

See these tears in my eyes

As they stomp on my pride

Man, I'm tired of these motherfuckers

I wish they all die

Dead inside all my life

Can't you hear my heart cry

I built my own casket

And then they locked me inside

Not filled with the Holy Ghost

I don't sip on no holy water

Got it all on my own

I grew up without a father

No peace in this life of mine

Betrayed by one inside

Stabbed right in the fucking back

From the ones I called ride or die

Why do I even try

When I'm living my life deprived

You contemplate my next move

I contemplate suicide

Fuck your torches and pitchforks

You better go run and hide

The monster y'all created

Just a modern day Frankenstein

I'm losing my fucking mind

I'm holding my fucking breath

I'm clutching to this blunt

Like it's the last one left

'Cause I am the bull god

You understand

The illegitimate son of man

And I'm tripping

I'm tripping