How'd I Get Like This? Lyrics

Going out even though I know I shouldn't

And drinking more when I told my mom I wouldn't

But the day was tough and I wanna forget it

And when I feel like this, I feel like I'm winning.

I didn't used to always be like this,

My heart was full, and my soul was rich

But something changed when you walked away

Ever since then, nothings been the same

You found you, and I lost me,

Why couldn't you have just let me be?

How'd I get like this?

I just can't stand the way I live

It's tearing me down every single day,

Making me hate myself in every single way.

Some say I'm a betting man

But I never would've bet on this plan

I spent three years of living day by day,

And never had an ounce of consistency.

Been addicted to these dating apps,

And there'll never be a spark to a match.

Just going through the motions, until I fall asleep,

Thinking every girl was "meant to be".

Somethings gotta give, somethings gotta change,

I just can't keep living this way.

Will I ever learn, my time has gone to waste,

Will I ever get it back, what's it gonna take?

How'd I get like this?

I just can't stand the way I live.

It's tearing me down every single day,

Making me hate myself in every single way.

How'd I get like this? (How'd I get like this?)

I'm drowning and there's no way for me to swim (I'm drowning)

I just wish someone would save me from it,

How'd I get like

How'd I get like this?

Get like this?