Drown ft. Aylius Lyrics

I can't keep my head above the water, much longer

Swimming in the high tide

Searching on a cold night

The dark is only getting dark, it's harder

I feel like I'm fallin I feel like I'm callin

Like everybody else is watchin

While I'm slipping below

The waves are crashing

Its filling my throat

I'm flailing and grasping

For a boat or a rope

Or any support

May be rhetorical

Is this metaphorical

I'm needing an oracle

Or maybe euphoria

I need an epiphany

The gift that you've Given me

Is heavy it's weighing me Down

I reach for your crown

I'm screaming aloud

It's Choking me now

Impossible odds

I'll beat em you watch

I'm running from time

The hands on the clock

Suffocating my mind

Strangulation asphyxiatin

I'm hatin debatin on leavin it behind

Lately been faded and losing my mind

There's holes in my boat and it's starting to sink

doing whatever I can to stray from the brink

In the quick sand and im under the water

Spinnin so fast I cannot go farther

Blinded so bad I can't hear the father

So far on the wrong path I'm feel like a martyr

Why do I bother

no ones listening So why do I bother

Screw that I gotta go harder

Becoming like water

Canon the fodder

Follow the father

Losing the ability to stay a float

Arms getting tired

And im losing my vision

It's burning my lungs

And burning my throat

A constant battle

I'm destined to choke

How long can I go

Before I'm below

The butt of a joke

I can't keep my head above the water, much longer

Swimming in the high tide

Searching on a cold night

The dark is only getting dark, it's harder

I reach my hands up but there's nothing to grab

Soon I guess I'll be one with the crabs

Fall from the things that I wanted so bad

God I ask for one more breath

Just one more chance be my defence

Temptation's amazing till you realize

You're selling your soul to a cell

Livin in a prison in hell

With no one to blame but yourself

Lift up your head start kickin your feet

Only with God its death you defeat

I've been to the bottom it's with him that I breathe

I'm blinded by hate it's with him that I see

I'm being pulled down in him I believe

I could never be drowned he is my oxygen

I'm laughing when the devil comes crashing in

Thinkin that I'll have him win in my defence

I've let him in once before my heart was sore

I've been reborn the cloth was torn

From in front of my eyes I've seen the worst

And im not going back now I'm making a change

I've got a life now I'd never exchange

2 beautiful girls who rely on me

This weight on my shoulders is not light on Me

Devil in my head is fighting me God's heightened me

I'm born to be something more

Just gotta pick up the pen and write something for

The people like me who have sunk to the floor of

The ocean of depression so hopeless and broken

stuck singing the chorus

I can't keep my head above the water, much longer

Swimming in the high tide

Searching on a cold night

The dark is only getting dark, it's harder