Stuck Lyrics

I'm stuck in this place

There's no getting out and im losing my faith

I can't look at my face

So full of hate and regret that I bury away

I can't find my way now I'm running to chase

Something I don't even know don't know where to go

I write and I write and I fight for what's right

But where is my light I'm losing my sight

I just want something better so I'm writing this letter

In hopes I might reach, you or that I'll deliver

Something you'll feel and hold close to your heart

Hoping you'll start sharing my art with a smile on your face

Saying look at this guy he knows what he's doing

He's got a strong story and I really relate

To the words in his music he helped pick me up

When I was stuck in a rut he shouldn't give up

But the voice in my head is telling me different

I'm standing on sands and the time is just shifting

Now I'm falling in deep don't wanna repeat

Cause I know that im good and I know that im gifted

But I'm falling apart in an instant

I don't want to let go But I'm stuck on my own

Looking out the window no where that I can go

Devil right beside me I'm drowning in my sin

God is there an angel you can send

If this is my plot tell me this is it

I'll give it all up tell em all fin

Looking for the twist but I don't how to bend

My life is at a cliffhanger getting intense

What's in the next season waiting to begin

Waiting for the end

Get in my mind and im falling again

Lost in this maze that im running in

Which ways up which ways down

Left or right don't make a sound

I make a choice that I regret

No second takes this ain't a set

It's not working out I've lost my rep

Feeling cursed but I know im blessed

I feed the lie and I walk the line but I'm not on time

And I fall behind cause think I'm fine but I know im blind

I don't want to see whats in front if me

Cause I can't accept that im wondering

When this ship is gonna sink

Going overboard I don't know what for

I just want to provide for the kid and my wife

Looking for the signs but they're never in sight

Take it in my own hands praying tonight

That one day I'm reaching the crowds

With the words that I write I know I'm depressed

And I know its alright I know there are others

That share in my plight when you wanna fight

When you wanna die picking up the gun and you're saying alright

This is the end and your holding it tight finger on the trigger

And You're looking for a figure to say you won't do it

And they're calling you a quitter that fire in you

I know it's getting bigger consuming everything

Till you're burning at the seams

Tear it all up face in the pillow and you scream

LEAVE ME ALONE this is my brain THIS IS NOT YOUR HOME

Devil inside playing with your mind pick up a weapon and fight

The pen is my knife writing all night till there's blood on floor

Giving what I'm given till I can't give it more

This is my life that im fighting for

Looking at beginnings and I had a strong start but I've gotta give it

More I've gotta put in the work if I wanna make a dent

If I wanna pay the rent

I've gotta find a way to make it heavy in your brains

Repeating what I'm saying so I'm not stuck in my shame

It's a 20 mph lane and im going 88 never hitting on the breaks

I will never quake Or faulter God give me water

I will just assault her the game I mean

Basically im a caged up fiend with a taste for blood better pay my fee