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You can hear the death in my voice when I rap

Cause I fell to the depths I don't wanna go back

I don't live in the past it's stabbed in my back

Now I don't what's true or imagined in my mind

Tell me what's the truth is it defined

Is it the times I rewind when I find

That I can't just be fine with the fight

That I write in the night and I say it again

But I'm going insane It's Ingrained in my veins

It's a stain I relay cause I can't be okay

With the way that im living today

It's not just a phase it's the way

I was raised

While my brother was bleaching dead cells

I was teaching myself mother brazen derailed

Just another failed family tale

I scribble on pages they say it's amazing

But when drop it on em

I get no comments on it

And it makes me wanna vomit

Cause I startin to question

my reality stressin

don't want anything changin

But I'm wanting it different

It causes division like im splitting in half

Isn't it strange That im living like that

Isn't it strange That I live in a past

I barely remember no family members

To call in a rut I follow my gut

I don't listen so what

You weren't there I was so scared

I was alone you're calling my phone

I wasn't answering so you came to my home

The place is a mess ridden with death

Visible breath visibly a wreck

You came in to check

Cause you knew bout my past

Now looking back you know I would laugh

But that kinda thing made me who I am

You could have ran instead you stood by me

Now you're in the car beside when I'm driving

You are the reason why Now I'm deciding

To give it my all I am not hiding

They don't like depression

It's all that I deal with

Got no expression

My face is revealing

I live in my head

It's where I feel dead

I'm not like the rest

Those are words that you said

You are the reason I get out of bed

You are the reason that I am not dead

You are my world God gave me the best

You gave me life He gave me the rest

Now every night you lay in my bed

Im Talking all night with the voice in my head

You make it alright You don't give me less

You are the reason I know that im blessed

He gave me life you gave me love

Unconditional angel that came from above

These scars on my arms are my armor

Not somber just ponder

How could I push this thing farther

I want a good life for our daughter

Am I gonna be a good father

Don't gotta worry no longer

Imma push till im dead

It's the life that I've led

All the blood that I've bled

Till its death that im met

These are the words that you said

You are the reason I get out of bed

You are the reason that I am not dead

You are my world God gave me the best

You gave me life He gave me the rest

Now every night you lay in my bed

Im Talking all night with the voice in my head

You make it alright You don't give me less

You are the reason I know that im blessed