Outside Lyrics

Stepping stones on your toes

Better run im bout to blow

Hurricane whirlwind

I ain't ever giving in

Heaven knows imma ghost

Ain't nobody else that's even close

Thought I fell given in

Better bet I'm back again

Manifested tested and bested

I'm restin but still bestin the rest an

Stressin the message getting obsessive

Dressin depressive no matter impressive

When you look at what I'm doing

Infusing the ruin confusion is brewing

Fusing the truth in its amusing

To think I'm losing

It Leads to

a heightened state of mind

I define as lost time

But I'm still up on my grind

You think im wrong but that's fine

I'm doing this for my wife

I was at my end its in my eyes

Baby you saved my life

It's why I fight to survive the night

See the devil you know Is leading me down

A dangerous road where rivers flow

When im down and out and think I'll drown

I'm never alone God's on a throne

Way up above just like a dove

To clear my blood of evil things

That are Haunting me inside my dreams

These are things you won't ever see

They corner me and tell me things that I won't be

Instilling me with fear now its driving me

To steer where I'm finally in the clear

Where I can finally look inside the mirror

There's nowhere you can hide I'll peer

Inside the mind to fight the fear

The devil cannot find me here

Cause I'm on the outside Now I'm looking in

The windows are all broken And im picking up the pen

Don't know what to focus on I'm focused on my sins

Head is a grenade and now im pulling all my pins

Im Taking my shots I've taken my shots against all of my kin

Taking the gun and flipping it on the evil that's within

Infecting my brain and cutting my veins the Devils deafenin

All of my thoughts im calling the shots and no ones getting in

Motivation overtakin

Now you know I'm never fakin

I'm awakened earth is shakin

Now I know I'm not mistaken

Not forsaken gods creation

Just awaitin meditation

Medication Hesitation

These are things that im replacin

Rewriting my brain to like the pain

Cause i Can't complain if im insane I'm

Not deranged just up for change

Ill Break the vase im still the same

As I once was before

Just evolution my solution

Convolutin just keep movin

Found the truth now I'm not losin

Set a goal forget the toll

Wrestle with your soul

Pin it down dont let it out

Now you're in control

Pull his pin and let him tick

Just let him explode

And hold yourself all by yourself

Just get in the zone

As I walk through the valley of shadow and death

I fear no evil it's in my head

I pray all night as I lie in bed

I'm asking for your daily bread

To get me through the tough times

Cause when I'm hitting crunch time

Faith is what I must find

To send it into overdrive

Making another timid decision

Feeling so livid tell me who isn't

I'm making the music that's

Keeping you in it

I'm servin the sentence

They put me in prison

I'm breakin the bars

And leavin the thoughts

To enter your hearts

As I depart to find the spark

Inside the art I finally think I hit the mark

Cause I'm on the outside Now I'm looking in

The windows are all broken And im picking up the pen

Don't know what to focus on I'm focused on my sins

Head is a grenade and now im pulling all my pins

Im Taking my shots I've taken my shots against all of my kin

Taking the gun and flipping it on the evil that's within

Infecting my brain and cutting my veins the Devils deafenin

All of my thoughts im calling the shots and no ones getting in

Walk in the door the room is a mess

Another mistake in my haven I guess

Blood on the floor I try for the best

But always end up losing time I invest

Guess I'm destined for depression

This aggression Manifested

Lead to a progressive obsession

for perfection Now I've lessened

To a festering pest in a session

I infested but I mentioned

There's a lesson in the direction

That I question now im tested

For all of my transgressions

Cause I'm on the outside Now I'm looking in

The windows are all broken And im picking up the pen

Don't know what to focus on I'm focused on my sins

Head is a grenade and now im pulling all my pins

Im Taking my shots I've taken my shots against all of my kin

Taking the gun and flipping it on the evil that's within

Infecting my brain and cutting my veins the Devils deafenin

All of my thoughts im calling the shots and no ones getting in