In A Rut Lyrics

Now, I hear you

The truth shall make you free

I've been in a rut and I don't know what to do

I am not a mutt, had to leave because of you

Treat me like I'm one, cause I'm one and not the two

I can barely sleep, barely eat, barely poop

Ought to be ashamed, playing games with the dead

I will never snitch, no not me not going fed

Thinking bout my boo, living rent free in my head

Need a new crib and I can't wait to buy a bed

Speeding up my flow, trying to take me to the grave

I don't really know, it's a lot that I can say

I need a Fred, Douglas how the way, they made me slave

It's a time to play, you gotta know when to behave

It's a new world we living in and I can see

Everybody for themselves, don't know who I wanna be

Taking all my air I must be your favorite tree

Demon in my eyes, make it hard for me to see

All them games played, baby, I'm a real G

Trying to find peace, I can barely even pee

Focused on my mental, but I'm thinking bout the deep

Hoes in my city, wanna know the tea bout me

If I'm really bout it, why don't you just come and test

I've been at my worst, I wanna see me at my best

Feeling all this pressure in my body and my chest

Nigga wanna stall, you know how to make me stress

I was all for you, but you made me feel I'm less

I'm a grown woman, shouldn't have to second guess

My position in your life, cause I'm a dip

They lied on my name, cause I ain't never even strip

I've been in a rut, and I don't know what to do

I am not a mutt, had to leave because of you

Treat me like I'm one, cause I'm one and not the two

I can barely sleep, barely eat, barely poop

Oughta be ashamed, playing games with the dead

I would never snitch, no not me not going fed

Thinking bout my boo, living rent free in my head

Need a new crib and I can't wait to buy a bed

Speeding up my flow, tryna take me to the grave

I don't really know, it's a lot that I can say

I need a Fred Douglas how the way they make me slave

It's ham

It's ham

It's ham

It's ham