still waiting on your call Lyrics

Waiting on your call I know that I'll answer

Love fills my lungs with cancer

I'm waiting in the dark sitting on my bathroom floor

And I know I shouldn't call you anymore

I need to learn to shut my mouth

Until I get it all figured out

There's no sense in going on and on

If it might just end up that I'm wrong

So I'm still waiting on your call

Doesn't matter whether or not I fall

And the ground feels so soft though it makes me bleed

And somehow I convinced myself that you're all I need

I just need something to hold on to

So I make up all these thoughts and dreams about you

I know I shouldn't but I just can't help it

Cause if I don't then I'm neck deep in the darkness

So I'm here waiting on your call

Though I know you won't call at all

You're all that I need

And saying that I'm sitting here watching me bleed

I guess I didn't change for you

I didn't change for me

Did I even change at all if I don't know who to be

My eyes are wide open but I can't see

The girl that I am is she even me

I've changed a lot since all those days

And you wouldn't know cause I didn't stay

You're not the girl you were before

Neither am I and maybe now you'd like me more

I just keep writing songs and singing

Cause if I don't then I won't know what to do with these feelings

I wish that they would all just go away

But I guess they're here to stay