Despair Lyrics

All this pain and despair

My anxiety be killing

caught inside of a stare

Knowing death is right next me

He could take you right here

Going through these tragedies this life is not fair

All this pain up inside my brain

All my thoughts going so fast I'm going insane

All of my tears that I hold back I try to maintain

With deaths surrounding

It's outstanding

He comes in quietly

Taking all of the people who are around me

Like Russian roulette no you don't know when

It's all random and I swear if I could I'd take em back with a ransom

All this pain and despair

My anxiety be killing

caught inside of a stare

Knowing death is right next me

He could take you right here

Going through these tragedies this life is not fair

God tell me why you take all my family away

Why you put us on this earth if it means that we'll just feel pain

If we're supposed to be your children then tell me why is this fate

You never answer so thats why as a kid I would always stray

Looking for someone that ain't here

My grandma used to love you so if you're real then I pray you give her hug if she right there

Take away there pain and you give it me

That's why I'm on all of these drugs just tryna grieve

But I know inside of time it's gonna be alright

Any war in front of me I'm always ready for the fight

But right now I'm waiting im praying for all them better nights

Get ready for gat ii a glimpse inside my life