Miss Conception Lyrics

Every time I think about the things that we could have been

Should I have let you go

That question lies within

The heart of one man confused about what he wants

Feelings changing like the seasons

It's like I'm falling off

But never staying down my head high above the clouds

You got a new man so what I'm supposed to do now

I'm just too proud to say that I made a mistake

A good girl gone missing without a single trace

This liquor's influencing what I'm saying

But don't think that I'm playing with this picture I'm portraying

Craving the attention but you ain't getting that shit from me

Just drunk messages whenever I'm thinking of we

The love was there and honestly it will always be

But I gotta do me, selfish as it may seem

And I'm not speaking to anyone in particular

But I don't want these ladies to think they're extra-curricular

I love em all

I swear I do

I hope you feeling me cause baby I be feeling you

And as these words resonate just make a mental note

Nobody realer than your boy and that you can quote

The music that I make you feel it deep inside your heart

Because it comes from my soul and then expressed through my art

But this is just me, and I ain't trying to sugarcoat it

I just wrote it but it's your job to decode it

It paints a picture of a man you see today

Lost inside a world but I know I'll find my way

Searching for an answer haven't found it to this day

So I let you see through me welcome to my X-Ray

These visions I be having never seem to fade away

Confused about religion though it might be time to pray

I look up to the sky but never know what I should say

So I grab the pen and pad and I let the music play

I just let the music play

I just let the music play

And play

And play

And play

And it's the man that I've become

Ain't no looking back on a life that was

With all my heart my stories sung

Cause I don't want the world to really ever have a

Miss Conception

I don't want the woman that I love to ever have a

Miss Conception

Of the man that I am

Of the man that I am

Of the man that I am

Miss Conceptions of the man that I am

That I am

That I am

Photographic memory

Picture worth a thousand words

Taken from my soul

Stories can be overheard

Orchestrated like a symphony

The sound of the white keys show the grace of my calligraphy

Pen in hand but I'm far from being in control

Not even thinking as my secrets spill on a scroll

Listen, I'm just a man tryin to reach my goals

But the pressure is really starting to take a toll

Should I tell you everything I'm feeling

Should I tell you that I've hurt, should I tell you I don't think there's healing

Should I tell you that I've cried at night

Should I tell you that my family is going through a tough fight

Or do I just tell you everything's OK

That I wake up every day without a worry on my plate

Maybe even tell you making music is easy

That before a rock a show I never feel a little queasy

Or do I tell you that I'm giving this my all

That's the ones hoping I fall, understand I'm standing tall

Knock me down 7 times, I'm getting up 8

Got the heart of a champion really ain't no other way

Slave to the people that been with me from the start

I ain't do this one my own, everybody played a part

Molded me into the person I've become

I ain't up here playing dumb

Know exactly where the fuck I've come from

Sometimes emotions get the best of me

But honestly it makes who I am, my destiny

Turn to pages of tomorrow, never knowing what I'll find

Every day's a fucking grind hope I don't lose my mind

I find sanity inside a rhyme

Hoping my grandfather's listening on the other side

I hope he hears these words I say

I put the pen down and I let the music play

I just let the music play

I just let the music play

And play

And play

And play