Sycophant Lyrics

Do you remember yesterday?

I've gone and dreamt it all away

Restless, I've held my tongue

Capturing this fleeting glance

Forcing faith to stay behind

Expecting loss, so patiently

Another reason to shut down

Another chance at reprieve

An ailing mind left to wander

To spawn a walking disease

I've tempted fate to hold ideas so closely

To me

Distrust won't satisfy the needs I hold so deep

In me

Breathing in as a hero

Exhaling as if you've died

Living for a lack of decency has called another vision

To appear as if the image isn't far beyond

The truth

Callous

Ignorant

Malicious

Vain

Tear my will from searching for the real

Blind my eyes to see beyond desire

Torn apart to live this sense of doubt

Dig this hole as shelter from you all

Apathy

Denial

Delusion

Facade

Dying memories

Rendered falsehoods

Targeted lies

I'll pay my price

Sheltered regret

Lingering words

The left hand remembers

The right denies

Blinded by faith

Through clouded eyes

Don't feel sorry for me

Detest the harrowing sense of doubt

Don't feel sorry for me

Don't feel sorry for me

Reflections will tell your truth

Breathe the silence in

Treasure the empty thoughts