Thirty Something Lyrics

Never been one to care

Never been one to share

All the reals sunken deep inside

Keeping you shallow my way to hide

Keep 'em at arms length

Minds way to keep me safe

Never stray far from comfort

Living inside my bubble

Why can't I be, thirty something

Confident, with my shit together

Why can't I, stop the judging

Why, can't I

Did my part to heal my scars

So why do I feel like I'll fall apart

At the slightest touch, I

Never felt so fucked, I

Thought I'd have it figured out

Lost more times than I can count

Still have time to reroute

Had to learn change is allowed

Im not worthy

Lies I sometimes believe

But with a little love and care

Opening up sitting in some chair, I

Feel the best I ever have

Trying to make it last

Doing what have to do to

Overcome what I've been through

Why can't I be thirty something

Confident with my shit together

Why can't I stop the judging

Why, can't I

Did my part to heal my scars

So why do I feel like I'll fall apart

At the slightest touch, I

Never felt so fucked, I

Thought I'd have it figured out

Lost more times than I can count

Still have time to reroute

Had to learn change is allowed

Thirty something

Bittersweet and sour

Learned that nothing

Is more fowl then

Not loving who you are

Identifying as your scars

Not going to war

To fight for, a life that deserves more

Did my part to heal my scars

So why do I feel like I'll fall apart

At the slightest touch, I

Never felt so fucked, I

Thought I'd have it figured out

Lost more times than I can count

Still have time to reroute

Had to learn change is allowed