Burden Lyrics

I don't want to hurt no more

Cry no more

Look in the mirror and ask "why?" no more

Or wonder why you won't look me in the eye no more

I just don't want to be alive no more

Is it worth it?

I don't think I'll ever know for certain

But if I close the curtain

Maybe I'll relieve you of your burden

Shit, I ain't perfect, and I'll be the first to admit it

Sorry, not sorry

It is what it is

What I did, I done already did it

I am who I am

I don't know who that is half the time but I'm learning to live with it

But can't shake the thought that the world would just be so much better if I wasn't in it

Yeah

Just let that sink in for a minute

There you go

When I'm lost, I don't where to go

I'm becoming a person I barely know or recognize and I know that you sick of it

You won't say it but I know you thinking it

Come to think of it, I'd love to give you the world

But life ain't worth living if you are not living it, then again

Ugh

Into the thick of it

Tramp through the bush

I don't want to get into it

On and on we push, don't know where we going

I'd say it's a start but that's just the beginning and I've been conditioned to feel like I'm picking a fight that I might never win and I give it my all because I refuse to give in

Push come to shove, I'm still cheffing shit up, three star Michelin

No competition but me and myself and yeah, I quit my job, but I put in the work and I fill that position

No resume, no hesitation, just me and the shit I put out on the internet

Don't say you love me if you never with me

When I make it, do like right now, and forget me

You hate me or love me, you still 'gon respect me

I stay in the cut

It ain't that deep

I don't want to hurt no more

Cry no more

Look in the mirror and ask "why?" no more

Or wonder why you won't look me in the eye no more

I just don't want to be alive no more

Is it worth it?

I don't think I'll ever know for certain

But if I close the curtain

Maybe I'll relieve you of your burden

I see this ain't working

You say that you hurting

Sick of back and forths but I can't even get a word in

I'm digging my grave just so that you could throw the dirt in

This shit's in the belly of the beast

I tuck my shirt in

You ask me "what's wrong?"

I tell you then you go berserk and bring up shit you shouldn't with that stupid fucking smirk that you tell me to wipe off my face when I'm being "a jerk"

I guess making more bread in a relationship has its perks

I thought we could build the life neither one of us ever had

Your family's dysfunctional

I grew up without a dad

We a match made in heaven, at least I thought that shit at first

'Til I realized that shit never goes away

It just gets worse

Was in love with someone who never gave a shit from the start

Who thought they could find "the one" from someone who just played the part

Been headed straight for the light 'cause I been afraid of the dark

One thing you taught me the best was never give a bitch your heart

Shit

I don't want to hurt no more

Cry no more

Look in the mirror and ask "why?" no more

Or wonder why you won't look me in the eye no more

I just don't want to be alive no more

Is it worth it?

I don't think I'll ever know for certain

But if I close the curtain

Maybe I'll relieve you of your burden