SMH Lyrics

God, I'm confused and if you're there, I hope you really listen

Guess I only pray for once when I got needs missin'

Feel like I hold up the line when my problem mention

But I miss my kiddos and they only pray I take them fishing

I lost my family fillin' holes and now them hoes missin'

And now they treat me like I'm just one of your worst inventions

Like I eat, sleep, and breathe only bad intentions

Easy for them to conclude that reading past decisions

I did so much shit, seen so much shit that I'm jaded now

Know that some of my fam act like I ain't related now

Guess it's cause I keep my head and mental faded out

First was Brian, then there's Travis, got done laid it out

Like who am I, like who am I, thinkin' I'm really special

Walkin' lost on holy ground, a unholy vessel

Like all we cherish ain't really sacred and bad expected

I've spoke with goodness many times, none of it respected

And you'd kill for the money if the law would let ya

So that goes to say the small picture, portrait, big picture

Think about it, we all painters, and we all saints

We all angels, and we all lovey-dovey

Till we feel the love's tainted, and it's tainted

Shakin' my head, and I thought about it, and I severe the threads now

Like who are you really, I doubt I'm made for you

Cause I lost my faith in humans, and you're human too

I wish I, wish I, entered the world

And I, and I, blind to your girls

I feel the pain, I know I caused it too

Player exhausted too

Just tryin' to random up the roster

Boos against them hoes, impostors too

Forsake it, the love you handed

The lust you really offer for care, and hope left me stranded

Loner here standing, abandoned and stripped of his faith

Today's ladies think when they pussy spit lies at they face

My hope of real girls dissolving, they all forgotten

Or camouflaged or overshadowed by the shade of the rotten

Men ain't the only ones plotting, I can guarantee that

Know that cause I fucked the devil, left some seed on her back

I ain't the one baby, so trust me, trust me

You'd never love me, so be real and say you just wanna fuck me

Might if you lucky, toss a hoe rough like in rugby

Like I leak lust floodly when I leave, releasing your poison from me

Shaking my head, thought it bout it, need to severe the threads,

Like who are you really, I doubt I'm made for you

Cause I lost my faith in humans, and you're human too

Flip through the news, finding it detrimental

Control the mind with the need to rewind and reposition

The cursor to simple, and it's shocking to catch a glimpse of

The evil exuded then some, and the innocence is lost to the cost of getting your chips up

I'm like what would you do for dollars

Would you care to be a baller

And the fact that the cash rules are proving we falling

Which one of the Gods you calling

Is he really gonna answer

And would his message make it to you before we all die of cancer

We rock the boat, bringing our problems aboard

Hull overweighted, and my smile is fabricated

The moment my sober faded, with a grain of salt we take it

And if life is what you make it, I've always held my head down

But now it's shaking, now it's shaking, now it's shaking, now it's shaking, now it's shaking