M E N T A L H E A L T H Lyrics

Look, lately I've been going through shit, praying that someone hear me

Fighting demons, dealing with death, feeling like no one's with me

With no direction, where do I step? Dodging the pain & envy

Opening up just feel like a threat, I suck at being friendly

They say that it's all in my head, that I'll be alright

I ain't get to sleep in some years, it's been some long nights

Overthinking about how I feel, gotta get my mind straight

My heart cold, it's still on chill, feelin' like the love fake

Everybody come around, don't know what they around for

Hard for me just not to care, but will they be around though

Hard for me to let them do for me, don't know what they intention

Soon as you let them in, they let you down, that's when you learn your lessons

That's why I be staying to myself, can't trust a soul

Ones that claim they love you, always be the ones to show

Only trust my brothers and my baby, that's for sure

Everybody else that's in the picture gotta go

I've been talking to God lately

Praying that he give me strength to not go crazy

Tell me how can I not believe pain made me

Situations in this life that I live has changed me

And I'm fighting demons everyday

Days go by, I'm sleepless everyday

I'm at war with myself and I hope that I don't lose

Tryna fight back these thoughts and I don't know what to do

(Run Awayyy)

Can't even sleep, feel the demons coming after me

Wonder if I'm free from all this pain, will I live happily

Pain pills don't even numb the pain

Will the sun shine, tired of the darkness and rain

You said to open up, at night I tend to overthink

Opening up old wounds the type to make you over drink

Looking out the window like pain, pain go away

I cannot pretend though, sometimes I wanna fly away

Me and the reaper met a couple times

Knowing a couple times I could've died

Knowing a couple times I could've vibed, I could've stayed up in the house

Riding for people that wouldn't even ride,

The type that walk away after you die

I wear my heart all on my sleeve, I care too much

Anytime somebody need me, I be there too much

But if I ever need anyone, no one cares enough

So keep that energy you have, you wasn't there enough

I've been talking to God lately

Praying that he give me strength to not go crazy

Tell me how can I not believe pain made me

Situations in this life that I live has changed me

(Run awayyy, farrr haarr harrr)

I just want to Flyyyyy

mmmhmm hmmmm

Instead i'm getting High