Stir Crazy ft. Mars Kumari Lyrics

I been out the way lately

I been at home missing my brother everyday lately

I been going stir crazy

Cuz this city ain't got shit that makes me wanna stay lately

I went to the Empire

Rode a couple trains, hit this club, skated spitfire

Shit I finally felt wired

Thought I had plateaued then I realized I can get higher

Guillermo del Toro almost kicked out by security

Gogo Graham showed me extent of maturity

Wayne and Suki they be ducking the frivolity

Josue test the limits of all that chivalry

Me, Max, and Fory smoking up in central park

With Meridien sharing stories after dark

All these beautiful faces and places

Out in Thompkins I bypassed my stasis

Sesh with Adam I'm just tryna get this back krook

Got me itching to get home to my macbook

Collecting dust collecting dust collecting dust

Expectations and fakeness they drain my trust

Want the status but I resent the industry

Climbing ladders never really been the thing for me

I was always on some other shit

You can catch me in the tire swing

I been out the way lately

I been at home missing my brother everyday lately

I been going stir crazy

Cuz this city ain't got shit that makes me wanna stay lately

I went to the Empire

Rode a couple trains, hit this club, skated spitfire

Shit I finally felt wired

Thought I had plateaued then I realized I can get higher

What's the point of this rapping if it's not fun?

Brody death went and hit me like a shotgun

I just stare at this screen, cry my self to sleep

As I wish I could relive them memories

My relation with this shit is ruining

Realized my first mentor tried grooming me

No wonder it's been 2 years

Now you wanna make amends? You industry niggas weird

Get the fuck up out my phone I don't care if you Jaden cousin

Bitch ass niggas like you truly a dime a dozen

Sliding at bitches when you know they 17

I hope yo ass drown in a pool of burning gasoline

I got real problems like this grief I been avoiding

Scared to talk to old friends cuz I'm too paranoid and

Worried that they all disappointed in me

I'm the big sis, we all lost our lil brother D

How I'm the role model? First to finally get a degree

But my words ain't get through and now that nigga ODd

Mirror mirror shit I always saw himself in me

Well versed in vices now he rest peace

I think the whole friend group thought "that coulda been me"

Now I can count on 3 hands how many fought this disease

The fear of losing more of y'all, shit it scares me away

I ain't shit, I ain't call for none of y'all birthdays

I been out the way lately

I been out the way lately

I been I been out the way lately

I been out the way lately

I been I been out the way lately

Said miss you all the time baby

Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby

Said miss you all the time baby

Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby

Said miss you all the time baby

Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby

Said miss you all the time baby

Said miss you all the time baby

Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby

I miss you all the time baby

Swear I miss you all the time all the time and I

I don't know why it wasn't me

This shit ain't fair nigga why the fuck it wasn't me?

I don't know why it wasn't me

I been I been out the way lately