Alone Again Lyrics

Let me say I'm sorry for

My waste of space and nothing more

How can I show you how much more I'd like to be

I just crave human contact

Why is it so hard to find

Was it right in front of me

Why couldn't I find it all this time

You leave me to pursue

Something that just helps you

While I'm stuck at home alone with myself

How can I just break out

Sitting every day

With the plague I can't maintain

Always prove me right

Out of sight

Left alone tonight

If people saw me alright

I don't care what they say

So fuck what you think you know

Cause you're my enemy

Cuz for the first time

I feel like I can be alone again

Even though I don't wanna be

It eats inside of me

Like I cannot amount to anything

While you do your best to satisfy

Will I ever be something

I give my all and still end up nothing

I know there's more out there than this life

But watching you succeed fucking feels like

A knife to the heart

Seems that I'm falling apart

Pick my pieces up

Torn up parts that won't fit again

My current expectations

Will never be met

I live in desperation

Failing once again

Cuz for the first time

I feel like I can be alone again

Even though I don't wanna be

It eats inside of me

like I cannot amount to anything

While you do your best to satisfy

Let me say I'm sorry for

My waste of space and nothing more

How can I show you how much more I'd like to be

Watching you do what is right

As I waste away my nights

how did I slip away from what was true to me

Shame anger guilt and self blame

(I feel this pain)

I'm comparing once again

(Back from within)

I'm getting tired of this

I never sleep

I need help

Bitch ugh

You are somebody

I could never be anybody

You always seem to be succeeding

While I'm always disappointing

Cuz for the first time

I feel like I can be alone again

Even though I don't wanna be

It eats inside of me

Like I cannot amount to anything

While you do your best

Let me say I'm sorry for

My waste of space and nothing more

How can I show you how much more I'd like to be

Watching you do what is right

As I waste away my nights

How did I slip away from what was true to me