SOULTIES Lyrics

I been using all my energy

Tryna figure out how to be a better me

Like a tree, I'm growing up vertically

But the pain no they'll never see

I done made it through all the dark nights

Just creeping by to stay outa sight

Built this tolerance but I'll never fight

Yes now baby I need you in my life

Twisted Spoken, never fully awoken

Living my life cuz I know that I'm Chosen

Look at my spirit, It shines cuz it Golden

Every day the story slowly unfolding

Tryna figure out If this really the motion

Stuck on this path but don't know where I'm going

If I give it up now would I still be your focus

You see all my motives and yet you ain't notices that

Keep bringing a shovel, Instead of a ladder

Never was there when everything mattered

I was the baker, You was the batter

Now we don't even get served on the platter

I told you I love you, Then it turnt to disaster

Now you don't even wanna speak on the matter

Deep in your system, you empty your bladder

Flush down the drain and It's making me sadder

Picking back up where we left at

Never had anyone to come match that

I'ma strike fast just to burn quick

Because I'm steady running out of patience

6 years of all our arguments

Just for us to be on the block list

But I fought hard tryna save this

Lost every penny, not a single dime

Cuz you was the one I rather spend all my time with

I be with you when I'm stuck in confinement

All of these women, couldn't none of them sign me

You was the realest to ever decline me

Did so much grime and you constantly remind me

Frozen in time wish you could rewind me

Snakes in the grass, you kept them from round me

You was my light, When darkness surround me

Soft like a tissue but hard on the issue

Leaving me out, When you know that I miss you

Laying in bed, Wishing I could just kiss you

Locked in forever, Like birds of a feather

As long as you trust me, We bear through the weather

I know they don't care, but I'm treating you better

Your hair, To your nails, Even the smells on your sweater

Expensive, Expensive, I know they ain't with it

Got me here just thinking about children

Can't right now, we on two different mission

Locked in together and share the same vision

Love you to death and you know I'm committed

Praying to God, That he give me repentance

I did what I did, No need for forgiveness

As long as you're with me, We gone handle business

We locked in for life and all that comes with it

I been using all my energy

Tryna figure out how to be a better me

Like a tree, I'm growing up vertically

But the pain no they'll never see

I done made it through all the dark nights

Just creeping by to stay outa sight

Built this tolerance but I'll never fight

Yes now baby I need you in my life

I been using all my energy

Tryna figure out how to be a better me

Like a tree, I'm growing up vertically

But the pain no they'll never see

I done made it through all the dark nights

Just creeping by to stay outa sight

Built this tolerance but I'll never fight

Yes now baby I need you in my life