letter to Nene Lyrics

Bad thoughts on my mind

Gotta keep on going

All this pain holding in

I dont be showing

Why the fuck you tripping

You had yo chance

You kept on blowing it

I dont be understanding it like

Im real im grown

I love you and all

I know you love me

But fuck it

Here it is

You know whats wrong

You been with plenty niggas

Cant write my wrong

Cant write your wrongs

I just get plenty figures

And you know what time im on

Im grown cant help

Im feeling this way

I cant cry you know

Im feeling this way

I just been grinding on my own

Thats why im feeling this way

I drink that drank

And i feel strong

Thats why im feeling this way

Fuck you on

My heart so thrown

I'll make a killing today

They say im wrong

They aint never wanna

See me this way

Lost for words

Lost for words

Lost for words

Lost for words

Lost for words

Lost for words

Lost for words

Lost for words

Lost for words

I dont know what to say

Tryna put my feelings together

I cant seem to do it

Every time i call her

We just get into it

Cant pick up my phone

Dont talk no more

Im just going through it

Pour me up some purple

And im getting to it

Just want to nod off

Better days i cant fall off

Try to call you call blocked

Cant help the way im feeling

Im just trying to talk

Feel like im losing my mind

All i got is this mic

All i got is you every night

You not around then who

I can call thought you was my glock

You not around how im supposed to

Ball how im gone pop

I dont want to do nothing

I dont want to feel all this pain

Why i feel like im better off dead

Im weighing these things

You aint love out loud while

I was here

When im gone

Then what will you gain

Starting to realize this shit all fake

Starting to realize

Started to realize the shit

That you say

Lost for words

Should've never told you how i feel

Lost for words lost for words

Go to war with God before

I let you cry I know you noticed it

Look me in my eyes you telling lies

You know i noticed it

Cant believe the lies

Disguise the truth

Real ones gone notice it

Knowing they aint genuine

Check they motives out

Try to make me out to be wrong

What this hate about

Cant tell you about my pain

I just take em out

Yeah thats yo bestfriend yea

I took em out haha bitch

Woke up to slime day

Woke up to 2k

Know im slime boss

Ima do it anyway

I dont even need nobody

Fuck what they say

I dont even tell nobody

Know where you lay

Fuck that shit fuck it

Funny my opps

Want to be

Cool with my opps

Hey keep calling the cops

Thinking they crazy

Show em crazy hey

Trying to be a bully

We just came to play

I know that you broke and mad

Make em pay

Stop telling me about that pussy

If it aint mine hoe

You fucking on them niggas

Better get a fine hoe

Lock you up well thats your crime

Broke you broke thats your crime

Tuh what you crying for

All them nights i was crying

You was fine though

What you crying for

Feelings fuck them feelings

I dont want to feel no more

You mad i know