Mother Time. Lyrics

Look

Grown man I ain't know what I missed out on

Ain't seen my mom in how long

The first time we watched us a movie together was on FaceTime boy it put a smile on

My face when I rose in the morning for the work out tears came running down a mile long

Mom wasn't there for the birthdays

She wasn't there when I got on

The rides at the park when I finally was tall enough

First steps from the crawl we ain't call her up

First haircut tapered bald him up

Only when we went court they brought him up for the visit

But now the young boy so timid

Everytime I looked in her eyes

I was upset I was livid

Why you wasn't there for me

Learned how play the piano in the band

In the crowd you wasn't there to cheer for me

Every time we spoke on the phone you would break

I had to speak real carefully

I love you was never how ended calls

I thought my mother would care for me

Care for me enough to get involved

Sit up and send up a prayer for me

Was adopted

Living life with resentment

Every pic I had with you in it ripped I would crop it

Every time we would speak bout the bond from the son to his mom

I would wanna switch the topic

Every holiday you were hundreds of miles away

I just want to know

Do you care for me

I just want to know

Do you care for me

I just want to know

Do you care for me

I just want to know

Do you care for me

I love you mommy

Grown man I ain't know what I missed out on

Ain't forgive my moms til I grew up

Brought a lady my way with a baby on the way

I can help but to think ima screw up

As a father, husband I hope and pray that my girls don't resent me, uh

If I'm twenty six and it's hard

Who I am judge a girl that's only fifteen

Forgive me

I can't imagine my daughter telling me to go and her mother play tricks on my soul

She ain't tryna let me see her grow

I would've been on the way first thing smoking

Running to the courthouse soon as they open too

Hopping on flights

Plotting all day and night

Tryna think of what I'm gon' do

Acting a fool

Ready to lose it all

They pack up and move I'm sewing em all

I'm pulling up on em they doing em wrong

Been calling and texting won't even respond, okay

We more alike than I thought

I just had to grow up, okay

I see the reason you fought

I'm grateful how you showed up, okay

Now I'm in love with my mommy nem

Head in the store tell her buy me them

Tryna make up for the lost time

I'm grateful to Asjyen and Nanee nem

I told my mother the other day

I wish that things went another way

But now that we here

I just want to know

Do you care for me

I just want to know

Do you care for me

I just want to know

Do you care for me

I just want to know

Do you care for me