Don't Let Me Go ft. Rowynn & MC FÜBB Lyrics

I was so blind

When you were around

I put my trust in you

And you let me down

Now I'm alone with all my fears

I can't survive without you my dear

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

It's not so much that I let you go as

I let go and you left

Me feeling twisted up like a treble clef

I profess, yes, I have a tendency to make a mess

Out of simple situations, I know I left you perplexed and bereft of explanation

I got a complex that's complex

I can see it playing out in different contexts

I wish you hadn't gone yet

Because what I know now, it hadn't dawned yet

Everything can change in a moment

With new awareness of the facts, sometimes it's hard to know it

But I'm trying to own it

My missteps and mistakes

Dear god can I get little bit of this grace

That was promised before I gotta leave this place

Nothing left but disgrace

In your eyes, I know I let you down

I know it's no consolation but I'm far from proud

Everything's clearer now that you're not around

I was so blind

When you were around

I put my trust in you

And you let me down

Now I'm alone with all my fears

I can't survive without you my dear

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

I know apologies mean nothing at this point

So sorry to disappoint

I've got no explanations to give

But facing mortality shows us our reasons to live

You're one of mine, I hope you find the will to forgive

In due time, cuz time ain't something that I got a lot of

You know used to drown my sorrows in rum and vodka

Most the time we were together I was close to buzzed

Until now, I never knew what cirrhosis was

Well I guess it's catching up to me now

Honestly, things ain't looking up for me now

Everybody's given up on me now

I can't blame 'em, I burned bridges, dug ditches, left hearts in stitches and fractured

No excuses I can manufacture

I've been a bad lover, been bad actor

Lost my sense of purpose, but now I feel that I can talk freely

I know I don't deserve it but I'm asking you to come and see me

I was so blind

When you were around

I put my trust in you

And you let me down

Now I'm alone with all my fears

I can't survive without you my dear

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

So what's a man that never faces himself

A ticking time bomb ready to die wrong

In the wrong place or wrong time, it's iron--ic

That men like me never really figure out their -- shit

Try to be something close to iconic

But end up face down in the gravel-pit

Well I guess we can't all be Brad Pitt

I know I know I'm defending myself, I said I wouldn't do it

We already been throught it

Nothing I can do or say to change the past

I never thought you and I wouldn't last

I took it all for granted

I can see that now

And since I'm close to the end, I was hoping, you could see me out

Been fighting too long, I'm giving up trying

I'm getting MAiD: medical assistance in dying

You're the closest feeling that I ever had to a home

So please come, I don't wanna have to face this alone

Are you ready?

I am praying

That you're finding

Some peace inside of you

Cause you know what

I fuckin' hate you

You left me on my own

But I'm standing

And I know that you didn't give a damn about anyone but you

it's true

so true

I was so blind

When you were around

I put my trust in you

And you let me down

Now I'm alone with all my fears

I can't survive without you my dear

Don't let me go

Don't let me go