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Oh lord I

Oh lord I know you'll pick up when I call

That's why I keep on ringing

I'm getting thoughts off

The pain in my wounds feel like rock salts

On the train w my sister again

Feel like these tracks been the best place for me to get these bars off

Who woulda thought

Marc said my life perfect

It's all my fault

I love my life

Don't get me wrong

But it's hard when you know that you don't know

But don't know what you don't know

God I'm lost

But love so I'm in it for the long haul

I can't wait to finish can't wait

I got some bars and some thoughts

I just can't yet place

I see these broads

Like bombs they make my heart warm

So I'm sorry if I give a long glare

I don't mean to stare

But a real man not a knock off

Gon show it and tell it when he see God

Aww they put my heart in knots

Almaz felt it

And she saw a lot

It was quick

But I love it when a woman ain't a bitch

aww shit

When I drop it's gon be small

But small like two atoms splitting

And my songs gon hit like atomic bombs

Cuz I put my heart and soul in my art

I feel nostalgia in the present cause I'm changing

Or maybe they just memories I'm making

I'm lost

But I'm finding it

I had to stop these kids from fighting

Instead of minding my biz

They gon ask if Harlem's New York

Aww nay they wallin

But I figured be calm and stay silent

My grandpa think that somebody stole his suit again

Balancing between I can't and I won't

Cause they using him

Oh and hi Ms Thomas

I apologize if I said Ms Thompson

You fine like some Armani Pinot Grigio

That white the light type wine

A little older and I know it

But you my type I'm aware that I ain't ready yet lord

And I know I'm blessed

And when I'm stressed it means my next is more

And less is more

And yes adored

Heaven sent I guess

You've shown but I question your intelligence sometimes

Prolly why I seem like a know-it-all

I mean I am cause I wanna know it all

So I question

Pay attention

And learn my lessons

But I'm stressing and second-guessing

As I'm stepping

But I'm walking regardless

Even when I'm paranoid

Cause I know that you're honest

On any test say the answer cause lord imma check it

But sometimes we close our eyes and ears

And get to best guessing

We feel it's wrong but fuck it onto the next question

I'm calling you Lord

You're all I adore

I want you and more

I want you for sure

It's all in my path

It's all in my void

I'm filling the void with all of these songs

I know you'll pick up when I call

That's why I keep on ringing

And yeah imma keep calling I'm sure

Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray the lord my soul to keep

And if I should die before I wake

I pray the lord my soul to take

God bless everybody in the whole wide world

Amen

I feel your spirit

In my soul

Lord I hear it

When I go

Will they hear me

Will they feel me

Or will they kill me

Will I be old

Will I know when it's my day to go

If I do what I'm told

Will I still come back again

Grandee call me spider

And Mama call me Batman

He said I'm super Azir

Will I come back again damn

These songs for the lost souls floatin in the wind

And when I do wrong

I'll take my karma and repent

If you think you know then you don't know

We gon sin

We gon sin

Look in my eyes and tell me if I'm telling you lies or is seeing the truth so bad it'll make you go blind

And is love blind

Or do we just get blinded by it

More questions than answers

And I ain't tryna hide it

I done heard so many lies that the truth is kind of frightening

And if I look in your eyes you gon Medusa me

And why you tellin them lies

It's like you're using me

I could tell you I'm not who I used to be

My ego dies and in these songs I'm writing eulogies

But my little light of mine your vibe is shining beautifully

What you do to me

Cause I ain't used to dream

But you got in em

And it's just you and me

Instead of searching for dreams

I choose you

Then just do em to the T