17th of December Lyrics

Concrete slab's obsolete, rapping on the beat, story ain't complete, speak on death and how I cheat

Deplete money, reserves, good nerves, I felt so unnerved, so I resorted to some drastic measures

To my pleasure, stole the treasure buried in my cousin's bag

Underneath the game controllers and the boxer briefs he had

Deflected my intentions with a wholesome lie and matter of facts

"Hey, where'd you get this bag?"

Stashed the treasure in the back

On the dresser, so fess up, "J, man, have you seen the treasure?"

"I don't really know, I think you left it home on the compressor"

Halted his aggression, no aggressor, talked women then

Laughed about treating bitches like our motherfucking lessors

I remember irritation cause I finally got to land a break

Cause when this cracky motherfucker pulled up, I was pissed he came

Crushing on my roommate, tried to sex her on the date

Looking in the bag, bro had condoms and lidocaine

Next day, escapades, on the go to work, I skate

I arrive at home that night to hear her bitching about a fucking plate

"I think you left some food that's rotting atop the kitchen counter"

Not my fucking food and don't imply that I would leave it, stop it

"Just listen as I ramble on, I swear that you don't want a problem"

And your boyfriend's pussy, cause I surely beat the breaks up off him

"Bro, you didn't have to be so mean, why'd you cause a riot?"

I don't really care, I was happy that I had the treasure

In case you're fucking dumb, the treasure's referencing the drugs I had

I unloaded all my things and I went to go unzip the bag

I pulled out the bottle with the instrument of my death

None-the-wiser was my breath, I would take it, fuck what's left

Home for nine days and I surely did decompress

I won't forget what happened when my spirit snapped on the tenth

Moon was barely lit, I didn't care if this made sense

Crammed over ten pills down my esophagus

Damn, that shit had hit me, I'm tripping, my heart is racing, breath's taking longer to escape the gape in which I'm speaking heartbreak

Arteries constricting, blood pressure's through the roof, but I hear a motherfucking "ding ding" where's my shoes?

Barely make it to my mother's porch

Swear it felt like earth scorched

Pain in her eyes, I guess she surely was a woman scorned

"Hello, I need an ambulance at my residence" "My son has had an accident to make him heaven-sent" damn

The plan: I ain't had one but to lay in the grave

Felt like I was dying but I knew this wasn't a mistake

Here comes the boys in blue, but I'm too high on death to care about it

Clenching on his hip, trigger-happy, it would cause a riot

"Take your hands out your pocket before I pull it out the socket"

I guess he thought I had a fucking blammer in my damn pajamas

Rushing to the hospital, I didn't know what was in store

Vitals crashing, organs failing, barely left from death's door

I wish I pushed up daisies but I'm here and not within a morgue

Went to bed that night, "maybe he'll kill me based on sleep's accord"

God laughing, "nice try, open your eyes as a good reward"

Couple days later, fucking woke up in the psych ward