Defy/Deny Lyrics

I don't remember asking for this

A life to defy, a life to deny

Deny me my basics destroy myself

Become anything but what was meant

The times we hold close all lose meaning

Just another way to cope and

survive

What life we've been left with

down to the wire

Down to my bones and worst desire

Didn't change cuz I wanted to

I only did because I had to

And if I could do it all again

I'd probably do some things a little different,

Yeah I'd fuck up my life in a different way

And say all things I never got to say

But don't you doubt for a second there

I'd still be rolling in the same old Corolla

There seems to be no end to this new sinking feeling

This new way of doing things that stops both progress and peace

And yet we struggle to find that in ourselves not seeing the big fucking picture

That it's all one thing and it'll end with the deepest cut