Inside Lyrics

I gotta tell, feeling kinda lost

Everything coming with a cost

Pushing thirty, world is intense

Yoga mats - seeking for a sense

Do you know what its like to be chained

To your thoughts, but the good ones ain't?

Palette only grey and forced to paint

This is how this picture sounds framed

Do you know what I mean when I say

There is no single day I dismiss any pain?

Do you know what I mean when I say

The shower at the beach still feels like a rain?

Constantly transmitting,

Receiving, speeding,

Seeking for focus

In order to breath-in

Do you know what I'm talking about

The inner self swallowing all the sounds

The white space in your head bringing peace

Bringing peace, bringing peace

We both are doomed

Doomed to

This white box, in my head

Locks me in, with my dread

Forces drips, become pools

Grow to rivers due own rules

I cannot, take control

As it merges, to a bowl

And I swim, but in vain

As I feel, that it rains

Whats good for finding inner peace

Just turned a personal disease

I feel like a thread to my body

Just as wrong as being on a party

For too long I spend time in the white box

Overthinking `till I fear - call it paradox

Neighbourhood in my skull ain't 5 star

Got tripple A in hell - bye bye ya'll

Bye bye ya'll

Bye bye ya'll

Bye bye ya'll

Bye bye

Void

Since day one

I struggle here,

Wander in void

A blink equals a year

Since years I'm struggling here

A blink feels like a year

My inside smells like hell

White box turned in a cell

Fear keeps consuming me

Consuming my whole soul

Pressure makes diamonds

The hell am I still coal

The hell am I still coal

Fear keeps consuming me

Consuming my whole soul

Pressure makes diamonds

The hell am I still coal

The hell am I still coal

Doomed to struggle

(Consuming my whole soul)

Don't you feel guilt

(The hell am I still coal)

Don't you feel the same?