Chrysalis Lyrics

I reminisce on days of wiffle ball

Now I'm crawling through the night like Gyllenhaal

Only riding under lights to chill my thoughts

The futures odd, lost my wolf gang to kill them all

Different plans and separate paths, but each got their own building blocks

Do my best to keep in touch and with my life, they're still involved

Want each of us to strive for the sky, rip the ceiling off

When we link, we talk success in our respective fields dawg

But I've been veering off

I've got so much to offer, but I want to create content like miracles

Making nothing but timeless diamonds that stick by their spiritual

I'm not being satirical

All you got is self belief and manifestation for gearing up

Found self care to be the key for my boost of confidence and cheering up

Also starting to slowly see that it's helped me with discipline

Lost all my innocence, beginning with adult mags as a little kid

As I was learning cursive, I was learning the curves of feminine

But as I grow to a man, I understand that we are the only people who can be emending it

Putting my desires to the side in order to climb, acknowledging old habits to get to diminishing

Eradicate, finish them

I'd gladly say that I badly hated myself within

I felt my skin crawl when I thought about how I let them win

Meaning demons

Lacking sleep is when I feigned it

Addicted to sex and porn, feeling weak and defeated

It'd take my energy and self esteem quick

Everyday it felt like that I need it

Evolving to a butterfly

Not with the stars, but I'm just as high

Breaking habits, glad I scratched them off the list of vice

I keep on rapping cause I have to document these trials

Mainly to look back on the steps on how I learned to fly