Vanity Lyrics

Expensive habits had to pay the price

Shit I'm living for could take a life

Been fucking up I know lets make it right

Just a glimpse of what my days are like

Pessimistic every morning how could that be healthy

Family check up on me but I let nobody help me

My days are boring no excitement throwing back the belvy

Sight distorted by money and luggage bags with LV

Mad as can be never saw myself living like this

Searching all the wrong places for will to exist

Pissy drunk at the bar spilling gin on a bitch

Seems like every day its harder to deal with this shit

Fuck a rap career I'm working on actual issues

Out here chasing different highs with an addict mental

I would hate to see my momma crying grabbing tissues

Cuz her only sons death was accidental

Lately I been thinking bout all the stuff that I've done

You don't know me most of my life is under the rug

Maybe its nothing to you but its something to some

Not sure if I'm a victim or the one with a gun

Expensive habits had to pay the price

Shit I'm living for could take a life

Been fucking up I know lets make it right

Just a glimpse of what my days are like

Spend my nights depressed man this shit ain't even cool

Got me thinking stressing is the only thing to do

Countless hours thrown away while I was sipping brew

Its ironic this type of exit wont get me thru

On somebody else time tryna build a life

Crazy how they measure your worth from 9 to 5

The American dream is something filled with lies

Propaganda mind control is a real device

Or perhaps you could blame my gullible instincts

Believing I would acquire everything in my vision

They tell me if I start a family shit will be different

Barely know myself what would I do with an infant

Lately I been thinking bout all the stuff that I've done

You dont know me most of my life is under the rug

Maybe its nothing to you but its something to some

Not sure if I'm a victim or the one with a gun

Expensive habits had to pay the price

Shit I'm living for could take a life

Been fucking up I know lets make it right

Just a glimpse of what my days are like