Right Now Lyrics

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Right now, I wish I didn't love you

Just so I could stop thinkin' of you

Feel paralyzed without you

I just can't move

Lately, my messages been turnin' green

They ain't blue

I did this to myself

All that's left is the mirror

Nah, I can't blame nobody else

You know the things I did

Guess I was never built for stealth

I pray that you lyin'

Sayin' I'm damaging your health

I feel like I'm dyin' right now

and Imma burn in hell

You feel like you dyin' right now

and I've refused to help

I feel I ain't a man, just a little boy in a shell

I wish that I could travel back through time

So I could tell myself to never start that fight last year

That led to all the arguin', it would just spark this shit

Lead to breakin' each other's hearts and shit

Now we got scars and shit

Double back on the wound and target it

Over and over

Again and again

Now I got Parkinson's

Shakin'

Watchin' all the love that we had fadin'

Envisioning the love that we was makin'

Staring into each other's souls while we both naked

Missin' that feelin' I had when we first started datin'

Right now, I wish I didn't love you

Just so I could stop thinkin' of you

Feel paralyzed without you

I just can't move

Lately, my messages been turnin' green

They ain't blue

I did this to myself

All that's left is the mirror

Nah, I can't blame nobody else

You know the things I did

Guess I was never built for stealth

I pray that you lyin'

Sayin' I'm damaging your health

Sittin' in this room, all alone, snortin' cocaine

Numb my face, but it don't end the heartache

And I knew I was gon' make more mistakes

But I thought that I had seen my worst days

Dug a hole in the earth, it's a deep grave

Put a hole in your heart, now our bed's stained

Now you won't trust another word that I say

What can I say

Can I be saved

Cause I know I've been sinnin' lately

And I know that it drives you crazy

And I know I need to make some changes

'Cause I don't wanna lose my baby

Either I'm movin' too slow, or I'm movin' too fast

One foot on the brake and one foot on the gas

How I'm breakin' the bone while I'm wrapping the cast

Fucked up the future, ain't learn from the past

On the edge of the bridge flickin' ash

Too much of a bitch to jump to my last

Can't do it on purpose

Fuck it, pour a glass

Now I'm swervin' the whip and I'm hopin' I crash

Right now, I wish I didn't love you

Just so I could stop thinkin' of you

Feel paralyzed without you

I just can't move

Lately, my messages been turnin' green

They ain't blue

I did this to myself

All that's left is the mirror

Nah, I can't blame nobody else

You know the things I did

Guess I was never built for stealth

I pray that you lyin'

Sayin' I'm damaging your health