Jealousy Or Love Lyrics

They don't want to see me live but they don't want me dead

How I'm posed to keep on pushing they ain't feel Bipolar Love

Is it jealousy or love they sending me instead

I'm spilling all my feelings and my pain inside this double cup

Fuck a .9 gotta keep a .45

Circle tight ain't nobody by my side

Loneliness is a blessing in disguise

If God was here then why the fuck he let his angel cry

I copped a 19 with a drum like Iron Maiden

I tend to get a little paranoid when faded

So I watch the rearview mirror, swear I get real anxious

My heart is broken ain't no doctor for this patient

If it's love don't say it, show it don't you lie to me

Sipping mud and smoke away the cruel anxiety

Lost misfit a deadbeat society

You left me lonely in the rain so don't you come back crying to me

Another weekend, I'm going to get drunk

Sipping henny, fuck a friend aint show me no love

Pop a pink 10, pop another one

Drugs inside my system got me coughing up blood

I ain't Michael Phelps im in the water sinking

Deadly thoughts on drugs inside my head im tweaking

Demons running from the beef just like he vegan

I'm dracula got bats they thirst for blood like Negan

They don't want to see me live but they don't want me dead

How I'm posed to keep on pushing they ain't feel Bipolar Love

Is it jealousy or love they sending me instead

I'm spilling all my feelings and my pain inside this double cup

Fuck a .9 gotta keep a .45

Circle tight ain't nobody by my side

Loneliness is a blessing in disguise

If God was here then why the fuck he let his angel cry