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In the past I was living in the dark too, I was stumbling

Looking for a barstool, I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I, what am I

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

I was living every day in a bad mood

I ain't wanna be broke, but I had to

My curse felt permanent, tattoo

I was slipping in the grease like fast food

I ain't wanna say my name when they ask who

And I keep my head down when I pass through

Just felt like a burden, like a statue

Like no one ever noticed what I've been through

Like no one ever cared about my issue

Like no one wanna kick it like jujitsu

Not even really worthy to commit to

Just tryna fit in like is this cool

Just going with the crowd like assemble

I was living in my head going mental

Never speaking up about it confidential

In the cage and I squandered my potential

Someone else go and get it, get resentful

And the rage piled up monumental

I'm not taking care of it like a rental

Building up a house of cards residential

Got my mind in a state detrimental

Life is biting me again like dental

God come and fix my life, be gentle

In the past I was living in the dark too, I was stumbling

Looking for a barstool, I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I, what am I ayy

I feel alive when I play the instrumental

Looking for a notepad, grab a pencil

Well nah, just write it with a keyboard

Said there's plenty Christian rappers

Nah we need more calling out to the Lord

Hit our knees more, never going back to what I was before

Drain the dark from my heart, let it bleed more

Now I'm waiting for the sun at the seashore

Get my prayers in daily like a routine

Saying grace for I ever touch the cuisine

I got God, why you think I need a vaccine

In the world for the moment, for a passing

Don't wait until the end or the last thing

Don't live this life for keeps, it ain't lasting

Need blessings for the team, so I'm fasting

Now we're reaching all our goals and surpassing

Not ashamed of ourselves, no more masking

Shout the King's name every time they asking

Now I'm happy with the things I'm attracting

Going forward in the battle and adapting

We got joy ignoring all the bad things

Making music for the youth and impacting

All the lies of the foe, we're combating

Wanna hate, then we won't be reacting

In the past I was living in the dark too, I was stumbling

Looking for a barstool, I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I, what am I

Ayy, I ain't ever going back

This is where I'm chilling, yeah, I like it like that

No weapon formed against, let the wicked attack

You ain't got a fence big enough to hold me back

Ayy, ooh, no one told me that I needed some help

Couldn't do it myself, middle of the ring

Got my foe knocked out

Waiting for the ref, holding up my belt

Looking for the gate and I felt compelled

Chasing all my dreams, got God at the helm

Living for the spirit, living in a different realm

You ain't been changed if you really can't tell

Unlocking all the chains, climbing out that cell

Sun hits your face and it overwhelms

But you're glad to be free, not living in hell

Now imagine if you stayed in the place you fell

Ayy, ayy

In the past I was living in the dark too, I was stumbling

Looking for a barstool, I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

Tell me what am I gonna go back to

I could relive it all, make a part two

Tell me what am I, what am I, ayy