Grasping For Straws Lyrics

I'm out of my comfort zone

Since you were up and gone

I'm trying to avoid the inevitable fall

And if I seem a little, a little desperate

I'm only grasping for straws

I found a brand new way to punish myself

I found a much more painful way to punish myself

Now I'm wallowing in memories and mistakes

And over analyzing everything

I'm wasting precious time cause I can't move on

You're living rent free in my mind because it keeps me from being alone

And I'm grasping for anything that might lessen the load

It's such an unhealthy thing, when you need to, but just can't let it go

I try and brace for impact

When those feelings come flooding back

Feels like a junky when the medicine kicks in

I put a curse on myself, when I should be doing anything else

Till the passing time brings reality back again

I found a brand new way to punish myself

I found a much more painful way to punish myself

Now I'm scrolling through the archives of my phone

But I know, you aren't ever coming home

I'm wasting precious time cause I can't move on

You're living rent free in my mind, keeps me from being alone

And I'm grasping for anything that might lessen the load

It's such an unhealthy thing, when you need to, but just won't let it go