Monster Lyrics

Slave of my own mind

Wasting so much precious time

I can't control it

It's taking over my life

Anxious, it's always there

Sometimes cloaked but never disappeared

Like a puppet master

Out of sight but always near

I just don't know what to do

Am i the only one?

Or does this also happen to you?

Protecting the ones i love

But the monster never gets enough

Feeding of the fear

Of hurting everything that i hold dear

Lurking deep in my mind

It never leaves, it's there all the time

Making my decisions

Like an ominous guide

Telling me what i should do

If i don't listen, something bad might happen to you

I have to do it once

I have to do it twice

I have to do it 4 times,

so noone dies

The monster always lingers

The monster's always there

The only way to stop it, is if i seize to care

I should know better than to fear

I can't control the universe,

there is no connection here

I have to do it once

I have to do it twice

I have to do it 4 times, so noone fucking dies

The monster always lingers

The monster's always there

The only way to stop it, is if i seize to care

I always had to do it once

I had to do it twice

But then i didn't fucking do it 2 more times,

and noone ever died

The monster always lingers

The monster's always there

But it's weakened in the shadows,

Common sense has put it there