engrave Lyrics

There's smoke in the air it's my breathe I'm inhaling

I walk on this earth while I'm broken and bleeding

If you don't see my face just know that I'm leaving

I look at the moon but can't shake off the feeling

Of being alone I just stare at my ceiling

Got bags on my eyes cause I know I'm not sleeping

Can't look at myself I don't know if I'm healing

See us in my memories now I'm deleting

I told you I wanted to take myself

You said I was selfish didn't offer no help

And now I'm stuck writing these songs about you

It's the only thing keeping me here and I know

I'm wasting my time

I'm wasting my life

Got no friends to call and I lay back and cry

Was told that it's temporary I'll be fine

But I can't remember the last time that my smile was wide

I'm losing my track of the days

I wonder if I'll be okay

I'm staying alone while I turn off my phone

Cause no one talks to me anyway

Rotting away bearing pain

I hold it so close to me

Can't help but always make mistakes

Slowly dying forgetting to breathe

I think something's wrong with my brain

I've become the enemy

Engraving your name with my blade

Now there's scars for eternity

Always thinking of going away

No one talks to me anyway

I'm losing my track of the days

I wonder if I'll be okay