Find myself Lyrics

I'm just tryna find myself, these niggas ain't no help

Feelin' like fuck I'm throwin' up anything, that's how I feel

I should've never dealt, should've stayed to myself

Cause I can do good on my own, I don't need nobody else

Tryna keep my head on a swivel, it's hard keepin' it up

Tryna maintain and keep my sane, but I feel I'm givin' up

My pain run deeper than the ocean, instead of fillin' up

I can bust my own brain right now, feelin' like I don't give a fuck

Feelin' like I don't give a fuck, I done lost all my hope

Been on probation for three years and I can't even smoke

They threaten me with prison time, got a daughter I ain't finna go

Last time I won that bitch, I was thinkin' bout usin' my cover as a rope

Gotta protect myself, I was up there shoppin' up my phone

Thinkin' the time flyin' but it's really gettin' slow

I'm the third one of my father's kids, I got my sister and my bro

I'm in that bitch, gettin' fat and tacos and sloppy joe

Niggas in there jackin' off, lookin' at the CO

Coulda stand watchin' the TV, coulda had the volume low

When I get out, I'ma have a plan, yeah, I'm gon' fuckin' score

I ain't got a choice, only way up, I gotta fuckin' go

I'm just tryna find myself, these niggas ain't no help

Feelin' like fuck em, they don't benefit me, that's how I feel

I should've never dealt, should've stayed to myself

Cause I can do good on my own, I don't need nobody else

Tryna keep my head on a swivel, it's hard keepin' it up

Tryna maintain and keep my sane, but I feel I'm givin' up

My pain run deeper than the ocean, instead of fillin' up

I can bust my own brain right now, feelin' like I don't give a fuck

Feelin' like I don't give a fuck

Feelin' like I don't give a fuck

Feelin' like I don't give a fuck

Cause I'm losin' all my hoes