poisoned water Lyrics

Why won't you believe me?

That shit was a drunk text

And I know you'll regret it

So it's fuck this

You can go and forget it

And I'm upset

Cause I motherfucking swear to god

That you're tryna set me up

Cause it taught me

I'll be treated like shit

And it taught me

There are no exceptions

And I fought it

I did everything

So be honest, that's not what you mean

It's so hard to believe

Swear that's not what you mean

I swear you're lying to me

Now I'm so scared of love

Say you want me, well let it die out

It's more than bad luck

Cause it's happened every time now

I'm scared to open up

Scared to let my colors show

Maybe I'll act tough

Can't hue shift when I'm monochrome

Tell me when did your spirit break?

Tell me what made you live this way?

Tell me things that you never say (take my hand)

I'm dying of thirst, but the water is poisoned

And I can't take your word, no matter how well you voice it

All of your concern, all it is is exploitive

After what I've learned, I learned, yeah

It taught me

I'll be treated like shit

It's exhausting

There are no exceptions

I didn't just try it

I did everything

You're lying

Are you fucking kidding me?

And you can barely croak it out

Because your voice is broken down

But you would rather withstand

Then ever take someone's hand

I'll never open up

Never let my colors show

I'm best off acting tough

Can't hue shift when I'm monochrome