Can't Seem To Numb Lyrics

I can't make you stay

I can't change the way you feel

Can't seem to numb the pain

Can't seem to find a way to deal with

Losing my escape

What was my mistake?

Did I push you away?

Nothing seems to matter

When you're not here by my side

When you took your love

You stole the color from my life

Just look me in the eyes

Leaving all these cuts before you're leaving me behind

You were my addiction

Now I'm going through withdrawals

I just want to overdose and let go of it all

We're toxic and codependent

I can't defend it

Just know that everytime I said I loved you I meant it

I can't make you stay

I can't change the way you feel

Can't seem to numb the pain

Can't seem to find a way to deal with

Losing my escape

What was my mistake?

Did I push you away?

Took a couple shots to try to show you the real me

I need a conversation

Yeah you need to speak clearly

Like what's the point of love

If we have different motivations

And what's the point in us

If we don't got communication

And when I'm vulnerable I beg don't throw it back at me

You shut your heart

I needed love, I needed empathy

You were so quick to throw me out and treat me like a stranger

Now I'm just a stranger

I can't make you stay

I can't change the way you feel

Can't seem to numb the pain

Can't seem to find a way to deal with

Losing my escape

What was my mistake?

Did I push you away?