
INTERNALIZE ft. 415JohnJohn & Michael Love Lyrics
- Genre:Alternative
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I was feeling fine, turn around, close the door on things that were leading me blind
Now today, I'm not sure anymore
Feeling the weight crash down on me, tired and sore from this travesty
Danger in my soul intensifies as I internalize
Useless fear spent on bitter lies
Within myself I hide behind a disguise
Trying to break free from all my lies in a broken mind
I'm trying to cut it out, I'm trying to cut out the toxicity
But I'm still stuck with me, that's what really fucks with me
When I'm lost in my mind, shit gets ugly
I need a money tree, I need some drugs in me
Got me feeling all fucked up inside, facing my demons, where do I reside
Stuck in a dark place, a black fucking hole, I think I need more time to internalize
Get out these feelings, locked down deep inside
Feeling the weight crash down on me, tired and sore from this travesty
Danger in my soul intensifies as I internalize
Useless fears spent on bitter lies
Within myself I hide behind a disguise
Trying to break free from all my lies in a broken mind
My soul's in dire need, life is trying me
I hit up my shorty, come and lie with me
Please lie to me, set a fire in me, there's no light in me
Where's my lighter, I need to get lifted
My fist getting tighter, I need to be drinking
Yeah I got my solo, need my spirits up
As long as I just keep on sipping, I'm good
Or maybe I'm not
Nah fuck that, I'ma keep sipping
Fuck that, I'ma keep getting my shots in before I start tripping
Cause fuck the world and fuck my life
And fuck everyone that had it right and had a place to sleep at night
Cause when I go I stay out of sight, fuck doing right
Feeling the weight crash down on me, tired and sore from this travesty
Danger in my soul intensifies as I internalize
Useless tears spent on bitter lies
Within myself I hide, behind a disguise
Trying to be free from all my lies in a broken mind
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