Ringer Lyrics

You're putting my head through the ringer

You're making me feel like I am stupid

And I don't want to hear excuses

I don't want to see you do shit

You're putting my head through the ringer

You're making me feel like I am stupid

And I don't want to hear excuses

I don't want to see you do shit

I had hoped

For a time

You'd be mine

And you'd keep me

Down

On your wrist

I'm sublime

When I'm with you

But now

You are gone

In my head

At least and maybe I can touch you

But I cannot see you

So

If I leave

It's a crime

If I stay

It's a lie

And maybe I should care

About the aftermath but I

Am fighting in my head

Every time I close my eyes

So why should I stay and fight

For someone I'll just despise

I'm sick to my stomach

And I'm trying to hide

Anger and sadness

Are intermingling with pride

It hurts me to see

You slyly throw aside

This whole entire chapter of our goddamn lives

And I wish I could take a peak

Through your eyes

Just to catch a glimpse and see

If you want me nearby

I thought you'd run your hands through my hair

And never say goodbye

But maybe the lie just kept me satisfied so

You're putting my head through the ringer

You're making me feel like I am stupid

And I don't want to hear excuses

I don't want to see you do shit

You're putting my head through the ringer

You're making me feel like I am stupid

And I don't want to hear excuses

I don't want to see you do shit

But I got so many questions as I'm layin in my bed

I'm sitting there just thinking over things that I have said

I hope that I've communicated all of my intent

And I hope that you don't regret any time that we have spent

I still want you

I still need you

And I need to fuckin breathe you in

Sorry that I went around

And took too long to figure it out

And I know that I've been running my mouth

Givin you shit

For the fuckin things you tryna tell me bout

I'm sorry

I know

I'm really not perfect

And I'm really tryna work it

But I can't cuz I'm not deserving

Of all the things I've been given

My life is just a prison that I'm livin in

I don't even know if I deserve to live in it

I don't know if I deserve to be original

People all around me always focused on the physical

But listen tho

I'm not happy when I'm not emotional

And sure withdrawal can kill ya

But the tradeoff is

Bliss and unequivocal peace

And maybe that's just for me

But I see a future of possibility

Or a repeat cycle of bleak

And I'd rather hurt and be me

Than be free and unhappy