Desperation Lyrics

Fighting off my demons tryna see heaven

It tears me up inside like a c section

My reflection tell me not to keep stressing

Begging for an answer hoping I don't seem desperate

Every road I took ended up wrong

Reaching out without anything to hold on

I been having the worst luck for so long

Find me sipping whiskey listening to slow songs

I'm gone dog may I share my problems with ya

That last bit of life give ya eyes a flicker

Alcohol and pain combined is a deadly mixture

Voices in the room inquire with a whisper

Yeah they talking to me but I drown em out

The days keep going by I just count and count

Older I get the more shit I gotta doubt

Tryna not to think about it smoking to the clouds

The hardest times hit me on them calm nights

Negotiate with God tryna make my wrongs right

Ordered 12 rounds cuz this shit a long fight

Drunk driving with a life I almost lost twice

Rather stay home get faded and roll an L

Cuz every time I step out there's a story to tell

My documentary would likely be a horror tale

A man on the edge tortured by the thought he'll fail

Its crazy to watch how everything unfold

I feel like the public speaker of forgotten souls

You couldn't put a price on a heart of gold

True nature will rise thru any obstacle

Internally I'm spiraling out of control

You can blame it on my obsession with bank rolls

Majik the type of figure that break molds

So fuck ya top 3 cuz im who they waiting for