Gamble With My Life ft. Jalan Fields Lyrics

I'm fucked up

That's the honest truth

I got mental problems I can never make a truce

Look into eyes

All I saw was death

Nothing but the darkness of the room that surrounds his carcass

You can not relate

I don't fuck with fakes

Put the barrel to my head and aim it at my brain

So much abuse

Wanna see the proof ?

I got pictures on my phone but I just use it a muse

I just want somebody to hug me, tell me its okay

I pray to god

to gift me things, I'm praying every day

My uncle overdose in his fucking car

Uncle chance I miss you never thought I make it far

You're the reason why I make this music shit

But every time I get to writing I just want to call it quits

Fuck a bitch

Just to drown my sorrow

God damn you ain't waking up tomorrow

I can't blame you tho

I fucking hate this world and gotta put a smile on my face and lie like my name is Pinocchio

Shoot dice, gamble with my life

One more fucking death I think I might

No I can't take this pain in my chest anymore

So I gamble with my life

No I cannot live in this world anymore so I gamble with my life

Swear to god ima make these pharmaceutic companies pay

What they did to my grandmother, grandpa the other day

And don't you dare talk down to me

Got vultures they surroundin me

Got reasons in my life that God is real, oh yes undoubtedly

But I be drownin in bitches

To kill away all the homicidal itches

I be lookin out for snitches

Who only lookin out for riches

But why the fuck is all the children dyin

And why the fuck are all the women cryin

And why the fuck are all these old heads talkin, knowin damn well it ain't doin shit??

Y'all be actin like a bitch

Tryna save an idea when really it's a switch in ya mind

It's like the Red Sea, you flip it off then u blind

Then you scream out God why won't you help can't you see that we dyin

No I can't take this pain in my chest anymore

So I gamble with my life

No I cannot live in this world anymore so I gamble with my life