Message In A Bottle Lyrics

I left a message in a bottle for you

You never picked it up and I've been stuck on if it's better for you

To never read it, it's been on my dresser for a year

Should I control or delete it? I know you feel as if I'm conceited

But I've been going through some things that no one's seeing

Looking up at the stars in the sky, asking why I'm breathing

Pain is getting deeper and deeper and I've been trying to stay afloat

But it's been getting hard for me to keep on breathing and breathing

All these seasons and seasons, time keeps passing me by

And still my room I'm never leaving, but with you I had a reason

And they'll never understand what I know about me

Got a heart made of gold but it's cold out here

Cause they don't wanna love you like you love them

They wasn't for you in the first place, fuck them

I've been so broken and didn't want no one to see it

I froze up and got sober and now I finally see it

I'm fucked up, you fucked up, but you don't wanna believe it

It was a love heist and we broke even

Both stealing from each other and by the weekend we was seeing other people

It gets deeper and deeper, I've been falling apart

But I didn't wanna believe it, you ain't seeing what I seeing

I left a message in a bottle for you

You never picked it up and I've been stuck on if it's better for you

To never read it, it's been on my dresser for a year

Should I control or delete it? I know you feel as if I'm conceited

But I've been going through some things, that no ones seeing

Looking up at the stars in the sky, that's why I'm breathing

And breathing, the pain is getting deeper and deeper

Maybe I'm just ranting, but part of me feels like you never did what I did

Not to say I'm better than anyone, but I was holding you with the same hands

The held guns, thinking about blowing my brains out for the fuck of it

And maybe I wasn't healed from it, but I'd be damned if I didn't save you from it

Because the last thing I want is for you to go through something

Especially what I did, and still I stand by this

I'm in the room with the highest

I've been talking to the angels and the stars and they're crying

It's a year passed over and I don't feel like dying

I just feel we ain't have the best timing

And I know you moved past this

And I know it probably sounds like I'm living in the past tense

But I really don't need you here no more

I just want you to know my love lives on

I left a message in a bottle for you

You never picked it up and I've been stuck on if it's better for you

To never read it, it's been on my dresser for a year

Should I control alt delete it, I know you feel as if I'm conceited

But I've been going through some things

That no ones seeing

Looking up at the stars in the sky, asking why I'm breathing

And breathing, asking why I'm breathing

And breathing, it's eternal with me

Though I never stand in your face and talk with you

You ain't never far off my mind, I got love for you

Yeah, I know that's conflicting, but that's life

I hope you've been alright

And I see you got a new man

And although it's not me, I'm happy that you could love again

May it give you everything that I cant

And your praise to the tune of the lover's dance

If you're wondering about me

I've been real good, I've been loving on me

And I'm talking about the real me

Not the fake image that almost killed me

Yeah, I learned from you and started healing

And I'm better now than I ever have been

And so I thank you for the past tense

Because without you, I wouldn't have me

And I know I didn't work

And I know I made mistakes

But don't think I don't cherish every memory

I wish you achieve every dream that you've ever set out for

Maybe in another lifetime, it'll work at the right time

Until then, this is goodbye