TickTock (Album Version) Lyrics

Laying on my bed alone

Blankets hold me, but I'm not home

Thinking I already know

Feeling ready to die alone

All my life I have been

Waiting for the end of me

The end of me

All my life I have been

With the enemy

Can't you see?

Everywhere I go, I'm boxed in

I'm locked in

Talking to the voices often

I'm haunted

Any can see I'm a problem

I'm toxic

In the scheme of things, I'm microscopic

That's why I'm

I'm sitting alone

And I'm finally thinking

That I should be dead

But I don't have commitment

Mom thinks I'm grown

And I love that she thinks it

But I've been in bed

Scared of my own ambitions

I'm not on my own

And I barely having billing

And I've been well fed

So what the hell am I feeling?

I stay off my pone

'Cause the world's always reeling

And the texts from my ex

Make me feel like a villain

All my life I have been

Waiting for the end of me

The end of me

All my life I have been

With the enemy

Can't you see?

I'm running and running

I'm falling apart

Doctor, Doctor

Where do I start

When the time just ticks away?

Watching from afar, I'm separate

From this gen

I'll never understand what they said

We're braindead

Writing books and staying in bed

I'm depressed

Scared to speak my piece

'Cause they leave and I'm alone so

So what is the point

Of making things different

If I'm just one man

Who can't talk to women?

The planet is dying

And I don't know how to fix it

And the gov only cares

If you're a man when you're dickless

The older generation

Will be gone in just minutes

And the kids are stuck

Sorting through their messes

I'll toss out my phone

'Cause the world's always lying

And this mess that we're left

Makes me feel like I'm dying

Grew up being told

That life's a game

And love's the prize

I didn't know

I'd grow up thinking

That I'm no one's prize

I tried to give

My heart away

But no one likes

The broken toys

And then I grew a little more

And find myself trapped in the void

Where I'm lost

And I can't be found

I'm bleeding from my eyes

As the sun goes down

The clock ticks

In the distance

And intrusives

Have a bitch-fit

(Oh my God)

All my life I have been

Waiting for the end of me

The end of me

All my life I have been

With the enemy

Can't you see?

I'm running and running

I'm falling apart

Doctor, Doctor

Where do I start

When the time just ticks away?